Haaappiiinessssss!

December 14, 2009 · Filed under family, frenz · Tagged , ,

i don’t know why i’m in a cheerful-mode today. must be the sun, hahah..

yesterday my sis had her un-birthday party.

un-birthday because it’s not her birthday yet. she celebrated it yesterday so people are able to come, coz it’s sunday. we get that idea from “Alice in Wonderland” disney cartoon, ahaha! she invited a few friends; selected ones. most of them managed to come. for those who can’t, just messaged her. i’m happy to see her happy. we had lots of food! maybe that’s why i’m so hyper.

anywayz, her birthday is today, and we’re gonna have sushi laterz!! yay!! ^_^ i know, food again :P well, it’s the only thing in life that really makes any beast happy.

and better believe it when i say “beast”.. i always turned into one when i’m hungry, LOL!! :D

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Happiness and Rain

December 2, 2009 · Filed under frenz, random thoughts · Tagged ,

i had fun chatting & talking with ginny. she really does make me laugh. yesterday she made some pudding. it was an experimental one; a trial. she gave me some, and i must say, it really taste good. actually, my sister (ana) like it, too. we finished it in no time; less than 5 mins, i guess. she said next time she will make more :D i wish i can make one, too.

today we chat again. it was fun. of course we laugh! that becomes our trademark already. i also chat with my sisters on pinoychatterz at facebook: sis panjee, sis lyra and sis rina. we had fun commenting on each others’ posts. i never laugh so much til today. i’m so happy :)

i love chatting, talking and being with happy people. they really can make my day feels good, in spite of the gloomy-rainy-days.

and speaking of rain, it’s been raining for couple of days now. and i think most of the people now, especially those who are an avid reader of my blogs, know that i don’t like rain; the literal and the figurative part of it.

ok, i must admit that i don’t dislike it all the time. there are times i’m thankful for it; even expecting it.. but those are the rare times.

i don’t like rain, for those who don’t know, coz of the following reasons:-

~ it makes the world look gloomy;

~ it’s cold. when i’m cold, my whole body aches (don’t ask me why, i really don’t know);

~ it reminds me of tears, sadness and depression;

~ i don’t like my toes getting wet (i know, silly.. well that’s me. sometimes i’m silly);

~ it makes me sick, literally. i’ll get colds or asthma-attack; in good times: it’ll just make me feel weak.

~ the lightning scares me;

~ big flood scares me (i don’t know how to swim).

those are the reasons i’m not very fond of it.. but i don’t entirely hate it. i got a few good reasons why i put up with it or expect it sometimes, and i would state that on my next entry.

as of now, i’m running out of time, so..

til next update! ta ta! ;)

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Exist; Tree

November 13, 2009 · Filed under my poems (don't steal it!) · Tagged , , , ,

I feel like a tree,

rooted in one place

Forever..

 

Happy at times..

When the sun shines,

and smiles brightly at me;

When the wind blows,

and caress my face;

Even when it rains,

and wash away my tears.

 

Sad at times..

When the heat is too much,

blistering and scalding me thoroughly;

When the wind is strong,

and pushes me; forcing me to bend;

When storm pour in torrents,

and tries to drown me in miseries.

 

As I stand here, strong and slightly bend.

Braving the storms and blisters

from the rest of the world.

Most of the times,

I yearned to be free.

To see the world

and not just these things

that surrounds me.

 

I want to hear the laughter,

and the language of the soul .

Smell the sweet scent of life,

and taste the love of all.

 

I don’t want to be rooted here,

and wait til the day I expire.

I want to live my life to the fullest,

to love and be loved.

 

I want to have meaning and purpose,

to be a part of someone special.

I want to reach out to others,

and give meaning to their lives.

 

I want change;

a better change.

Not to stay here and sit;

I want to roam and be free,

and not just born to exist..

 

**These words just materialized out of the blue, so.. I just had to write it down..

I hate it when I’m feeling creative then people start bugging me of something else.. “Will you all leave me alone! Just for awhile! I had to finish this! It won’t stop until it’s done! grrr!” >,<

Finally, they’re out for lunch, I’m able to finish and post this now.. -_-*

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